I'm only going to briefly touch on my absence over the last few months, I have been battling with my mental health while trying to maintain a brave face, some medication I had been put on was causing exhaustion which has been wonderful!! Getting used to something different now and have something on my mind. … Continue reading Are You Lonesome Tonight?
I saw an article saying that what has been referred to as the "Jade Goody Effect" is over with cervical screening being at a 20 year low. For those who do not know, Jade Goody was a reality television personality who hit the spotlight through Big Brother UK, living her life thereon in the spotlight. … Continue reading GET YOUR SMEAR TEST!!
Happy New Year to all my readers, 2018 is now upon us and a reflection on the year just past is in my head. As well as the flu. Yeah. Joy. One of the most positive things to come out of my 2017 was this blog and the decisions I made around it. Discovering … Continue reading Where is the love?
I’ve been trying to write a post in my head for weeks now, trying to get a spark of inspiration to get me back on track with my posting. It’s not been happening though. Still super crazy busy with work, committed to working the next 5 Saturdays along with overtime during the week. It’s exhausting … Continue reading Neglect! I’m sorry!
So its been a strange month. Its been way too long since I have posted, mainly due to the complete mental block I have been experiencing. I can boil it down to a few things, the number one factor I believe to be tiredness. So I reached my target and then some, 75 paid hours … Continue reading A Collection of Thoughts and Feelings
So I have managed to do what I said I would never do - go too long without posting. Its been over a week and I am sorry for that. I can feel it, I have had a massive mental block where i have been so tired but i feel frustrated by it. Over the … Continue reading It’s Been a While
I am a fat girl trapped inside a fat girls body. I will never deny that my weight is my own fault. When I was in my twenties I ate my feelings and it took its toll. I have struggled ever since. Its the same story you always hear. I tried this, it worked a … Continue reading A Fat Girl Trapped Inside A Fat Girls Body
I have spent a lot of time aching over the past week. Mentally, physically, emotionally, its been rather time consuming and I have been out of touch for a while. I apologise for this, especially to those who I have been getting close to, its not fair and I am really sorry. I know I … Continue reading Sunday mumbles
A quick post tonight to say that I will be a bit quiet until the weekend, real life is hectic at the moment and I'm taking the opportunity to earn some extra money so my personal time is going to suffer a bit. Tomorrow night is going to be heavy, it's a sleep over at … Continue reading Just a quickie…
So tonight I am in need of some therapy. I feel like I could talk and talk for hours but I don't have the right company and the person I want to talk to is inaccessible. I think everyone has that mood every now and then don't they? Its nothing against anyone at all, its … Continue reading Music was my first love